new habits

building new habits takes times and effort and in a world where i am used to for almost a decade now running to post on once upon a time my tumblr blogged turn IG it’s funky turning to my website instead. there’s no limitation here vs on social media i am censored for my words and what i post. my own body is censored because i’m a girl with titties.

i can’t control that and although it is disappointing there are times to continue to sulk and then there are times to take new action.

i have missed writing AND took a necessary break. i may be more bored than i care to and words bursting from me at the seams but the pause was something i made happen on purpose. i’ve learned if i don’t schedule it…it won’t happen. shocker lol. it’s true tho!

in numerology i am in my year 7 for 2026. a year of retreat, silence, stillness. i have done my damndest to honor it. wherever i’ve been able to mute myself i have. as a teacher this has been annoying as hell. doesn’t matter my annoyance, i still created the sacred pause.

in real time i have been working on a library for my students and clients to go hang out on their own terms and time and learn human design. it has been a dream of mine since at least 2020 to have a recorded library. i have a written one that i am proud of and at this point it’s going on 7 years old. i have been through what feels like a million new life experiences and have done countless readings since then. once a reader only turned online teacher. i have run online school for human design and tarot. taught them in person, have hosted retreats and meet ups. all this to say i wanna talk about it! but that’s the thing. i want to TALK, not TYPE.

i hate to say it but this to me is screaming my north node in sagittarius vs south node gemini. it can’t be all facts, logic and numbers (gemini), gotta include the heart and personal experience (sagittarius). i read somewhere recently where gemini is the student, sagittarius is the teacher. just like a classroom needs a teacher, the teacher needs a classroom. my rising is also sagittarius. no matter how much i try to (and like) hiding behind my facts and information and typed words, my growth comes elsewhere.

over the years of being a reader and teacher of human design what i have noticed most is it what i actually say out loud that just grabs people. “sarah you just have a way with words” is something i’ve been told repeatedly. once upon a time before i had my written word all typed out for human design i had to heavily rely of repeating myself and what i was saying. this 100% built out my voice around the subject but it got old and boring.

SOOOOOOOO all that to say here are to new and renewed habits and all the magical things to come of this.

much more later and if you take the time to read or listen THANK YOU SO MUCH.

– S